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aparajya nirvidya duḥkhitībhūyeti yāvat vivarṇībhūyeti vā ||
aparajyathe word aparajya — Jīva glosses it"अपरज्य" पद का अर्थ
nirvidyameans 'having lost heart, become wearied'खिन्न होकर, उकताकर
duḥkhitī-bhūya iti yāvatthat is to say, 'having become pained'अर्थात् दुःखी हो जाना — इतना ही तात्पर्य
vivarṇī-bhūya iti vāor else 'having become discolored, pale' vā suspends a second reading — Jīva leaves both standingअथवा विवर्ण (कान्तिहीन) हो जाना
aparajya — [the gerund] aparajya; nirvidya — means having wearied, lost heart; duḥkhitī-bhūya iti yāvat — i.e. having become pained; vivarṇī-bhūya iti vā — or else having become pale.
aparajya — "अपरज्य"; nirvidya — खिन्न होकर; duḥkhitī-bhūya iti yāvat — दुःखी होना — यह तात्पर्य; vivarṇī-bhūya iti vā — अथवा विवर्ण होना।
Jīva takes up the difficult word aparajya. First reading: nirvidya, 'having lost heart, grown weary' — that is (iti yāvat), 'having become pained.' Or (vā), a second reading: 'having become pale, discolored.' He offers both and does not choose between them.
"अपरज्य" का अर्थ है खिन्न होकर, अर्थात् दुःखित हो जाना; अथवा विवर्ण (कान्तिहीन) हो जाना — जीव दोनों अर्थ खुले रखते हैं।
Jīva's primary sense is the affective one — wearied to the point of pain; the pallor reading is only his suspended second option.
जीव का मुख्य अर्थ भावपरक है — खिन्नता से दुःख की सीमा तक; विवर्ण होने वाला अर्थ उनका गौण, स्थगित दूसरा विकल्प मात्र है।